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finally going to start updating this site again :] sorry it has been MONTHS but i have been so overwelmed with work. so start commenting and subbing and more updates will be coming! enjoy :]

"if you need a miracle,
be a miracle.."
- dr.phil

"you had me. you had me & then you left. it has nothing to do with me,
it's all about you. and it's always been about you: what you need & what you want.
you know, it seems like you only want me when you can't have me.
you like the chase & that's all. so you know what? you can have it."
-The O.C

"it's not that we didn't love each other, it's just that love wasn't enough.
so i think i have to let go, we have to let go."
-charmed

smile... let everyone know you are stronger then you were yesterday.

"in seven days, God created the world.
and in seven days... i shattered mine."
- seven pounds.

We spend a lot of time running after people
that we could of caught by just standing still.

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What do you want me to say? Yes! You`re right! We`re just one big walking disaster. & yeah, my life would probably be a whole hell of a lot easier if I just walked out that door right now. I know that. But the thing is, I already know that there`s not one fucking thing on the other side of that door could ever come close to making me as happy as I am when I`m with you. That`s why I`m here, because I love you. No matter how hard things get, no matter what shit life throws at us, there`s no where else I`d rather be. I want to spend the rest of my life right here, right next to you.

"i could literally die right here, right now, right like this tonight and be the happiest i have been in my whole life. and i couldn't imagine me saying that any other time then being right here in your arms."
©wepromised.

"i come to you when i cry.. i come to you when i'm happy.. i come to you when i'm mad. i share all my great moments in my life with you, and inform you of all the bad moments. i find myself to be a better person when i am around you and smile bigger then i thought i could..  and it's because of all of this that i've finally realized. you are my best friend. and thats why i married you."
©wepromised.

Whoever said, "You don't know what you have until it's gone" is wrong, because you know exactly what you have when you have it, you just don't know how much you need it until you can't have it anymore.

I know we've had our differences and I'm sorry we've
been out of touch. Believe it or not, I was trying to make everything better. I know you're angry and I hope
you'll forgive me. It turns out, sometimes you have to
do the wrong thing. Sometimes you have to make a big mistake to figure out how to make things right.

you're not going to be his first & you're not going to be his last, or his only. he has loved before, and he will love again. if he says he loves you now, what else matters? he isn't perfect and you aren't either. but he can make you laugh, he can make all your worries go away, &admit that he too makes mistakes. so hold onto him for as long as you can. he isn't going to quote sappy love poems, but he will trust you enough to give you a part of him that you have the ability to break. don't hurt him, don't try to change him, and don't expect more than he can give. don't analyze. smile when he makes you happy, and let him know when he makes you mad. miss him when he isn't there, and appreciate him for everything that he is worth. because before you know it, he will only be a memory.

I love you. Not maybe, not tomorrow, not someday; Right now, at this very moment, I’ve realized something. I need you, I trust you, I admire you. I want you. And you can be wrong most of the time and we can fight and be mad at each other, but nothing, nothing in this world… can change the fact that I love you.

whats up bitches :) long time, no post.

thought i'd give everyone a late christmas gift with some graphics and quotes! ha enjoy :)

"have you ever had to talk to the one
you love, and tell them everything is going
to be okay... when you know it really isnt..."
- the dark knight

"I gave you my heart. So, when we fall short, I know we'll be okay. You're my forever. you're my always."
-One Tree Hill

"I spent one week away from you, and i realized i couldn't go on without you any longer. You spent one week away from me, and you realized you could go on just fine. I guess thats why we never worked out in the past. I always wanted you no matter what.. and you just settled for me for that certain amount of time."
- © wepromised.

"I love you, not for what you are, but for what I am with I am with you."
-Roy Croft

"sometimes to move forward, you have to look back."
- one tree hill.

"we're so arrogant, aren't we? so afraid of age, we do everything we can to prevent it. we don't realize what a privilege it is to grow old with someone. someone who doesn't drive you to commit murder or doesn't humiliate you beyond repair."
- ps. i love you

WOW! i have not updated in AWHILE! sorry guys i have been super busy, i haven't had much time to get on here!

To update ya'll, i am dating a new guy. He is AMAZING to me and i am so happy he is in my life. It took awhile to get over my ex, but it was time to move on. I will always love him and maybe one day down the road we will work out, but for now i have to move on. Thank you to EVERYONE who gave me advice on my last blog, it helped alot!

I hope everyone enjoys the update! sorry it's kinda small. I WROTE SOME OF THE QUOTES SO I HOPE YOU GUYS LIKE THEM! comment and subscribe :D

1) Are you going to answer all these questions honestly, no matter how deep they go?
Yuuup.

2) When was the last time you watched tv?
Well, my tv's on now but i'm not really watching it so i guess that doesn't count.

3) Do you have more guy friends or girl friends?
Right now, most of my friends are assholes. So i just mostly hang out with my boyfriend :)

4) Are you more of a beer person or smirnoff person?
I love both. But i've been drinking beer more often now a days.

5) Do you hate your ex boyfriend/girlfriend?
No, i'll always love him. He continues to hurt me but i could never hate him..

5) Are you a sexual person?
Hmm, yes.

6) What is something you have been nervous about lately?
SCHOOL STARTING. ughhh.

7) If your friends could describe you in one word, what would it be?
Straight up CRAZYYYYY :] ha!

8) How many people have you "slept with"?
Two.

9) Do you have an online addiction?
Not really an addiction. I get on myspace alot, but thats just because i'm bored. Along with every other person in the world!

10) Would your parents approve of your lifestyle?
Nooo way.

11) Do you live by yourself?
Naw.

12) Have you ever raped a person?
Noo.

13) If a person was to give you a gun and told you to kill a person for $10000000, would you do it?
Noooooo. I could never kill a human being.

14) Do you get down with the bitches and the hoes?
HAHAHAHA

15) Are you a nice person?
I try to be. But if your a bitch to me, then forget it.

16) Have you changed alot in the past 6 months?
OMG YEAH!

17) What are you looking forward to the most in the next week?
Seeing my boyfriend and partying.

18) Can you do a handstand?
Eh, not really.

19) Do you wear slutty clothes and take pictures for myspace?
Naw. That's for whores :)

20) Do you believe that eveyone has a soul mate?
Yeahh. Even though love hurts like hell. I still believe theres a person mean't for everyone out there.

21) Are you raciest agaisnt black people?
No.

22) Have you ever hurt yourself on purpose?
Yeahh.

23) Was this survey hard?
Nope, not at all!

I can't say that if i see you 5.. 10 years down the road that i won't have those stupid butterflys in my stomach and have the urge to run up to you and kiss you.. i can't say that i won't talk endlessly about how much i've missed you and how every night i went to sleep i prayed i'd see you again... but i also can't say that i won't have the man of my dreams walking beside me if i see you... so i'll say this.. what we had was amazing. I loved you in every way a person could love another... But today.. i have to let you go. For the sake of my future.
©wepromised.

"You never know where the next miracle
is going to come from,
the next smile,
the next wish come true.
But, if you believe it’s right around the corner,
and you open your heart and mind to the possibilityof it,
to the certainty of it,
you might just get the thing you're looking for."
- One Tree Hill

I use to miss you. I use to miss you so much.
I use to go to bed crying each night thinking about
the fact that i wasn't in your life anymore. But you know
what? You never missed me.. You never cried
yourself to sleep wishing we were back together.
So you know what.. I'm not going to miss you anymore.
I'm going to wipe my tears and move on.
©wepromised.

"Someday, this beach might wash away...
The oceans may dry…
The sun could dim..
But on that day, I’ll still be loving you.
Always & forever, I promise you."
- One Tree Hill